Here to stay

Hey lovelies, today I will tell you guys what it is like to beat all the odds. Now I am not here to ask for pity or to make anybody feel bad. I am here to simply tell the truth and talk about my life living with this cancer. I can talk about my life before and my life now. my life is finally starting to feel normal again after fighting so freaking hard for the past year of my life. I was literally fighting for my life. Now this may get a little sad, so grab a tissue. It is sad because at one point I was so sick and just drained that my doctors and some of my family members thought I would not make it this far. Hearing that as the person who actually is sick is very scary and sad. And when you look back at it and you think to yourself like " wow I was that sick." It is especially sad for me because I feel like I was robbed of some teenage experiences and stuff like that. One day I want to have my first kiss and I want to fall in love and feel love and experience that and I want to get married and have kids and grow old with someone. I want the fairytale life that every little girl and teenager dreams of. And the thought of not making it to have my fairytale life is kind of sad and scary. But, guess what?? No matter how hard this cancer has tried to get in my way I have said "NO WAY!!" and kicked its ass in every obstacle that it has thrown at me. And yes I call my self a queen and I take selfies of myself and post them because guess what YOLO and I love my self and I love the young woman that I have become and grown into. I have beauty in and out. NOTHING can and will not get in my way because guess what... I AM HERE TO STAY.. That is right I am one real tough cookie and it is gonna take a lot to try to knock me down. I am strong, tough, intelligent, kind and loving and living life. Self love is important because who else is gonna love you if you can not love yourself? I literally have beat the odds and proven people wrong. Be thankful for the things and people you have in your life and cherish every special moment you have and just live life and do what makes you happy. ☺️. MAMA DID NOT RAISE NO B**CH!!