Bubble

Hey lovelies, today I am going to be telling you guys about my little bubble of a world I live in. Everybody knows that this crazy corona virus has caused people to become more isolated and in their own worlds. For me, for a long time I have been kind living in my own bubble even before the virus hit and became more serious. For the nuclear treatment I had done for my cancer it was nuclear and radioactive. So, for a couple of days after I would have my treatment done I could not be a round a lot of people because I was radioactive. Being radioactive and undergoing this treatment cause me to be more isolated. Before I got sick even before I was diagnosed I would go out and be around my friend and I would go and cheer and be around my coaches and fellow team mates. I have come to the understanding that with everything going on in the crazy world we live in today I am at high risk of getting sick because I can't risk my health and I have to be very cautious who I am around and who I interact with. Sometimes I compare my self to Rapunzel the Disney princess being stuck in her own tower and wanting to explore the world, or I am Ariel also from The Little Mermaid wanting to be out in the world. Sometimes I go on car rides with my family just to get out of the house, and we drive by the beach and we see all these people hanging out and drinking at bars and sitting at tables eating dinner, and I think to myself "wow, I wonder what it is like not to have to worry about being at risk if you are around other people." Yes, sometimes I do feel a little jealous of my friends and other people who get to interact and go places. But, I have come to accept and have become happy with my little bubble that I live in. I am happy waking up having my coffee in the morning and relaxing and doing my school work and checking in on my family and just enjoying myself. I am becoming stronger and better each day and I could not be happier. One day I will be out in the world again and exploring, but for right now I am happy in my little bubble.