WTF!!

Hey lovelies, now before I get into this story I have to warn you there is strong use of language in this story. So in the very beginning when I was staying at Joe Dimaggio they had to perform a biopsy for me on my liver and pancreas. So I was laying in the hospital room all ready to go, but I was also kind of scared because this was my first ever operation. As I am laying there and my doctors are coming in and out and I was listening to themas they were asking my mom what the operation was and what they were suppose to be doing. Now, this is normal procedure so they don't do the wrong procedure, but I did not know that at the time. This got me really scared and nervous and it also got me really upset. It got me so upset to the point where I started cursing out my doctors. I was already so nervous and scared and to add on to that my hormones and emotions were CRAZY!! I am laying there and all of a sudden I am screaming at my doctors "WTF TYPE OF DOCTOR/HOSPITAL DOES NOT KNOW WHAT THEY ARE OPERATING ON??!!" I was HEATED. I was screaming and then the anesthesiologist came to me and asked me what she was operating on, and that is when I truly lost it and was cursing out all the doctors and nurses and I was just a big ball of screwed up hormones and confusion. Yeah, that is not the best way to start off when you are going in to your first operation ever. Eventually, the issues were solved. But, I did not know this. So, my mother said I was cursing out the doctors as they put me under anesthesia . . . and then, when they wheeled me back into the room after my surgery, my mom said that the first thing I said (or screamed) as I was waking was, "what the *uck type of hospital is this, where the doctors do not know what they are operating on?"

After that, it took me a little while to trust doctors again. Luckily, I have had some good ones who have kept me going!